Wednesday, 12 March 2008
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So overwhelming is the sheer nothingness of what i do at work. I probably have never had such great dull jobs in my life. There are advantages. but if energy creates energy, it will have to be done very creativly here. So i ski and i run. I've found i become a very disturbing person if i don't.
It's ok. Most of you probably can't relate since you actually "work" when you go to work. I like to enjoy my days always but i'm not gonna lie and say i haven't been counting the wks till my winter is past. I count by wks simply because 3 is a much smaller number then 21. and then i'll spend 38 days in the sunshine with people i've missed..
Sometimes i think about saying goodbye to xanga. But i think maybe i like having a place to write anything anytime i have something to say. The mysteries of life often reveal themselves in moments of unfettered ambition.
Recently i've been thinking of the progression age brings. If in living daily we live our lives, that means details and rituals of yesterday today and tomorrow are all there is. Sometimes I think i've accomplished something or arrived and then i realize that subtle nuances slip in and tear down the carefully built character and personality i meant to maintain. i think i've long realized the impact of small choices to the long-term effects on a life but have only recently begun to notice the reality of them in my own life.
Never let it be said that we've taken life too seriously.
Last March in Florida just for the sake of remembering.
My "too-cool-for-you" little Stephen is growing up and tells me he misses me - precious! haha
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Comments (6)
dont give up xanga! my main way of keeping up with u! since ur such a busy woman. i love ur posts.
oh man, that's the reason i love xanga, i can pour my heart n soul out when ive had a good (or bad) day and even if I don't get a comment at least i enjoy the satisfaction of my story being written! if you think your life is boring or sometimes wonder if you are doing what you are meant to be doing...i get that ALOT and i'm a stay at home mom! i live vicariously thru you! AND DON"T GIVE UP XANGA! i enjoy so much hearing from my long lost friend! your clips of how your doing encourages me so much to see a life outside of mine! so you're going to FLORIDA SOON?!! man i'd love to toss myself in one of your suitcases! MAY I? :) i love hearing from you! btw, the small decisions you make later on in life become a great stepping stone! (or tumbling block) If only i would have made better decisions even if i thot they were too small that they wouldn't affect my life...they do now!! Well, olivia is needing a boob so here i go...feeling like the family cow!! (be glad for one thing that you aren't the family cow!!HA!)
Oh don't even think of stopping xanga! That would be disastrous!
I do know what you are saying about a job where there is nothing to do, and it's SO boring that it almost becomes unbearable. I'm staying with an older couple who give me nothing at all to do. I sit, I read, I even nap. I have no internet there. I wish I had! Oh the blogs I could post. And the research I could do. But no, it's not available there. I AM SO BORED THERE!
I do work out evenings though, and that keeps me sane. I just can't deal with the long days of doing nothing at all. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I need another job, but what do I tell the old people? He is so ill, that I'd hate to for her to be there alone with her husband. I like them. They're a great couple. And the pay is ok...
oh please don`t leave us (xanga). i really like your creative style and cool shots you always post...
Amy, so your thinking of leaving to? Please dont. =) Funny comment about stephen.
Yeah, I'm not sure what was wrong that I got so wordy, i'll try to get that fixed. Lol You need to become an experienced fly fisherman... er woman
then I could come visit you this summer n you could take me fishing. Wow, it doesn't get much better than that. 
Here I go again gettin' all wordy again.
PS. Lookin' forward to seein' you again and even takin a road trip w/the old gang.